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Name: Lindsey
Location: Beaumont, Texas, United States
Birthday: 4/22/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: music. movies. music. music. i love to listen to it, not research it or know more than what is needed.
Expertise: i'm good at.... well... nothing.
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  sunshiine422
Member Since:
12/10/2004
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| i just got the urge to look at my xanga. and it's been almost exactly a year since my last post.
so many things have changed since then.
i didn't move to michigan. go figure. i chickened out, and it was for the best.
i still can't wait to get OUT of this place. but for now i can suck it up and take what life throws at me.
i have, hands down, the most amazing boyfriend in the history of EVER. i don't care what you say, mine is better.
i love my family (: i have a beautiful new nephew and a pretty cool brother-in-law.
three semesters left in college and i'll finally be DONE. then i can move on to bigger and better things, aka marriage and kiddos haha.
thats probably about it...
i love him (:
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| i've dealt with my ghosts and i've faced all my demons
finally content with a past i regret
i've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
for once i'm at peace with myself
i've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
i'm movin on
i've lived in this place and i know all the faces
each one is different but they're always the same
they mean me no harm but it's time that i face it
they'll never allow me to change
i never dreamed home would end up where i don't belong
i'm movin on
i'm movin on
at last i can see
life has been patiently waiting for me
and i know there's no guarantees
but i'm not alone
there comes a time
in everyone's life
when all you can see are the years passing by
and i have made up my mind
that those days are gone
i sold what i could, and packed what i couldn't
stopped to fill up on my way out of town
i've loved like i should
but lived like i shouldn't
i had to lose everything to find out
maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road...
i'm movin on
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| i just had the most amazing weekend
it's crazy how the people you're with
can completely make or break a trip
lately i've sort of felt like i don't have anybody left
like everyone has moved on with their lives
and i'm just left here with nothing
which is why the idea of moving to michigan
(moving on with my OWN life)
was such a beautiful one in my mind
now don't get me wrong,
i still can't wait to go because it's going to be great
but at least now i know that i have friends here
that i can rely on and have a good time with
that i can confide in and cry to
that i can laugh and share memories with
and for that i am so thankful
thank you for an amazing weekend...
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| i'm all signed up for classes!!
i only update this thing to tell you whats going on with school...
my life is SO LAME!! ehhhh well, i'll live
okay, so here's what i'm taking next semester...
3 hrs Principles of Accounting
3 hrs Peoples of the World
3 hrs Business - Driven Info Tech (whatever the hell that is)
3 hrs Principles of Microeconomics
3 hrs Business Statistics
15 hrs Total
should prove to be an interesting semester.
especially considering i'll be in a new place
completely on my own
it will definitely be a whole new experience
and i'm really looking forward to it
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| alright, i'm officially a student at Western Michigan University (:
i haven't been this excited in a long long time
excited, and at the same time scared. obviously.
who's not scared when they move cross country and leave their friends and family at home
but if there was ever a time for me to get up and leave my comfort zone
this is it
so in august i'll pack my things up and make the drive up to good ole
Battle Creek, Michigan
i know i can do this
and i know i'll be just fine
i wish i didn't have to wait for four months to leave...
i love you ♥
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